| entry about nothing Apr. 01, 2003 I�ve been messing with the design of this thing, like, every day. I found out that the gym opens at 5:30AM now, which may be the only thing that will keep me from going off on folks here at work. I am so happy to have a bitch-fest friend at work. I used to not have that and I would just go home and cry or pout or complain. Now, it�s so nice because someone understands why I get all bent out of shape about certain things that people who don�t work here don�t understand. I have eaten two cereal bars today so far and that�s it. I just don�t feel like going through the whole motion of either going to the kitchen and getting the microwavable food or leaving the building to get food. It�s probably good for me that I don�t want to eat because I want to lose 20 pounds by May 25th anyway. God, I hope I don�t look like a huge kiwi in that bridesmaid�s dress! I guess everyone around me will be drinking so they may not notice. Anyway, my life is really boring. But, I don�t wish something interesting would happen because when I wish that, it�s always something interesting but it also always sucks. God! I wish people wouldn�t ask me where someone at work is. I don�t fucking know! How many times do I have to say I DON�T KNOW!??!?? I am beginning to believe that there is some underground breeding program for dumbasses so they can take over the planet. That�s so depressing � I�m gonna think about something else. Sorry. I�m better. You�d think by the way that I write that I�m bi-polar or insane or something but I�m not. I�m a very average person that is just having a hard time at work at the moment. Mental note: I need to buy plane tickets to Texas and South Dakota. I�m scanning my hard drive right now to clean it up because this thing almost died on me three or four times today and it�s only two o�clock. I�m really hungry now. Should I go for another cereal bar or should I just chuck it all and go to McDonald�s? I have no self control � it�s a wonder I get up in the morning. Another resume just came in. It�s really interesting reading resumes of people but I wonder if they REALLY know what is said or thought about the words that are so carefully (or in some cases so not carefully) chosen. One guy sent in a resume and said one of his interests was �grilling steaks�. Grilling steaks, huh? I usually never read the interests because most people don�t bother to put that kind of stuff on there, but if we bring him in for an interview or hired him I will forever think of him as the �grilling steaks guy�. I don�t know � it was funny at the time. Had to be there�.. OK, I think I�m about done with my rambling for one day. I am beginning to think that this diary is like Seinfeld � about nothing.
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